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I wrote a short story because I can't sleep:

There are so many anger triggers. Really stupid, and ridiculous triggers. I can't control them anymore, I just make them worse. He use to say he would come home angry and seeing his cat use to calm him.. This was before we lived together. His cat has since passed and I would be there to calm him instead. But now, I guess since we've been together for so long, my attempts to calm him don't do anything anymore. I now tend to try and ignore it, or talk in a monotone while addressing the situation, becoming numb, trying to not let his anger get absorbed under my skin. 

Tonight I tried something different, he got angry and told me to leave the room. I said no, and stayed. I thought he would keep his cool in front of me if I stayed. Surely he wouldn't act like a fool in front of me, right? It didn't work. Instead, he turned on me, belittling me, and mocking me whenever I tried to speak. We went to bed, he mumbled "I'm sorry" then turned over to go to sleep... 

Whenever I watch him become angry, in the back of my head I always think "God... Am I really going to live with this for the rest of my life?" Yeah, I guess so. This is my life now. 

I really have nobody to blame but myself... But maybe one day, something good will happen... Probably not.

The end. 
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
I'm waiting for something new to happen in my life. Or am I just a fool? 
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

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Kaytee
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Nick Names: Kay, KayChan, Kables, or Bang.


Sign: Taurus.


Gender: Female.


Likes: Art, Anime, Animals, Birds, Cartoons, Cash, Chickens, Computers, Cooking, Drawing, Food, Friends, Ghosts, God, Gothics, Guys, Happiness, Jewelry, Juice, Music, Nature, Pie, Pranks, Presents, The Paranormal, TV, Writing.


Dislikes: Attention Whores, Body Oder, Bugs, Clutter, Depression, Drama, Golf, Haters, Infomercials, Liars, Long Movies, Pun Jokes, Rap, Sugar Free Candy, Unfairness.


Music: Austrian Death Machine, Avril Lavigne, Barenaked Ladies, Coldplay, Dethklok, Disturbed, Kelly Clarkston, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, OffSpring, Psychostick, Queen, System Of A Down, Tenacious D, The Beatles, Weird Al.


Hobbies: Being Lazy and Sleeping...


Family:
:iconcaptain-awsm: - My anthropomorphic boyfriend.
:iconvicviper407: - My son, who is actually a shape shifting spaceship.



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I am not the best artist in the world, far from it. However once in a while, I get asked for a request. Requests are exactly how they sound, they are a REQUEST and not a ENTITLEMENT or a DEMAND! If you ask me for a request, I'll usually let you know that "I'll try" meaning if I have time, the resources, and the motivation, then I will do it. If it never gets done, that doesn't mean I forgot, it means I chose not to do it. Plain in simple. If you don't like it, don't ask.
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I wrote a short story because I can't sleep:

There are so many anger triggers. Really stupid, and ridiculous triggers. I can't control them anymore, I just make them worse. He use to say he would come home angry and seeing his cat use to calm him.. This was before we lived together. His cat has since passed and I would be there to calm him instead. But now, I guess since we've been together for so long, my attempts to calm him don't do anything anymore. I now tend to try and ignore it, or talk in a monotone while addressing the situation, becoming numb, trying to not let his anger get absorbed under my skin. 

Tonight I tried something different, he got angry and told me to leave the room. I said no, and stayed. I thought he would keep his cool in front of me if I stayed. Surely he wouldn't act like a fool in front of me, right? It didn't work. Instead, he turned on me, belittling me, and mocking me whenever I tried to speak. We went to bed, he mumbled "I'm sorry" then turned over to go to sleep... 

Whenever I watch him become angry, in the back of my head I always think "God... Am I really going to live with this for the rest of my life?" Yeah, I guess so. This is my life now. 

I really have nobody to blame but myself... But maybe one day, something good will happen... Probably not.

The end. 
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's April 28th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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